Trying out Clip Studio Paint for the first time.

So I learned years ago you can base almost anything on any object and get a sci-fi look.

So I chose the M.U.T. Multitool that I was given by a friend of my fathers after he died. It had been used to defuse I.E.D.s in Afghanistan so I though I would base the pilot’s ship around it. This is just a basic idea so revisions will come but I’ve been aching to try Clip Studio Paint all day.

Super basic I know but fun nonetheless.

Then I tried a pen out in the application and of course had to try animating it in flight. I’m still a beginner animator but figuring that out was a lot of fun.

Pew Pew!

I know it’s moving too quickly and jaggedly so four out of eight frames should have been for smoothing it’s motion or perhaps all eight in one loop but I got excited.

Anyway I hope you have an excellent day/night.


Learning Loomis Episode 4 parts 1 and 2. Plus a Twitch Channel and a new Youtube/Twitter Channels.

I also added a new twitter channel because I unfortunately deleted my main account when I was dealing with some mental illness.

So go here if you want updates through twitter or to find more information as I go about things.

One of the other things I did was to update the banners for my channels to be more in line to show off my work.

Youtube Banner 1

Some of the stars were nice enough to respond and I was even featured on the Jimmy Fallon Feed which was pretty sick. I’ll have to see if I can find that pic though.

If there are pieces you want to see let me know and I’ll see what I can do. It depends on whether I can afford the paper and sharpies or not really.

Much enjoyment.


Character design is freaking hard.

So I made this black and white one from a photo reference last night. Learning Portrait 20  8.7.19.png


And then I spent this morning trying to come up with a compelling character and I think I’m closer but not just there yet. I keep watching youtube videos and they’re making everything look so easy it’s almost infuriating.

So then I make this:

Learning Portrait 21 8.8.19

Mediocre at best. But much better than what I had a few days ago. So now all I need to do is keep practicing until I get to the point where my character design is legitimately where it needs to be and then I can move onto the next stage and start getting the story sorted properly. It’s going to be a slog but totally worth it if I can do it right.

I’ll post again once I have a better piece.

Have a wonderful afternoon.


Figuring out a side view without any prior knowledge.

First check out this persons helpful video on how to learn to do it quickly and efficiently.

The magic of Side Views.

4x 800 x 1280 px Single Panel


I mean look at the difference already. She’s supposed to be in her late 19’s-early 20’s and she looks like she’s about to go down for a nap at her hospice. Terrible job haha. Is that triangle supposed to be a thumbnail? Really? Then I found that video and these are the newly done improved versions of side views of a man and a woman. So I’ll be spending today tweaking a woman’s face until I get the right view down. Then I’ll redraw the top panel and get down to the next part for the day. Shouldn’t take all day I don’t think. I’m a little scared of the hairline but it’s hopefully not too bad when it’s done.

Have a wonderful morning.

Also if anyone knows how to be successfully start a patreon I would appreciate any and all help available, since I have no idea what I’m doing there but if I can make a little extra cash eventually it would be nice not to live of just food stamps. Did you know you can’t really afford vegetables at $.95 per meal? Radishes, the cheapest vegetable in the area, are $.40 and I’m not supposed to eat them since they think I have a tumor on my pituitary gland. It’s all carbs and it’s all bad for you. Life is weird and that last paragraph made little sense. Oh well.

I have no fricking idea what to work on; dealing with too many choices.

So I’m currently working on my first biomedical patent. I sent them a bunch of information this morning in fact. What’s left to do is grab my solidworks copy and create the final forms of the device and how they fit together-of which I’ve done one major part already of a menial few remaining. It’s the most important thing to be doing right now, but it comes in fits and starts. It doesn’t help I left some of my tech in Arizona and need to shipped back to me.

On another finger I’ve been suppose to be doing this 100 days of art dearie. I’m not thinking consecutive days or it’ll just be a grind by the end of it, but I think I need to make something today just for the hell of it. Plus Wacom has finally released the stand for the MobileStudio pro so I should get that in a day or so. I also ordered an airbrush pen so I can paint to my strengths once again after the initial learning curve is over.

So there’s that.

The other thing I’m working on is a book based on that Being an Asmovian subsect of text. I’m unsure how to go about it. For the last year or so I’ve been inventing various methods of different things in an attempt to save people from the incoming global warming, going as far as sending my works to NASA and the United Nations to be ignored, and have 20-22 current devices/methods to go over. I’m thinking I’ll write it like you’re reading from a terraformers perspective (who happens to be a multi disciplinary scientist–as I feel they may all well be to be adaptive enough to work together. They would be known as the hegemon (a nod to Ender). From there I would lay all of my works bare and see what takes. If nothing does perhaps it’ll be a doctrine of how not to write such a thing. I’m willing to give it a shot. So far the the name is For My Beloved. As only a person who plants trees for generations unknown would belove their fellow humanity, I attempt the same.

The problem I’m dealing with is anhedonia–a form of my illness with a length of lethargy delving towards suicidality that is most unpleasant. I think these blog posts are a ways to combat the feeling so I can ramp back into a manic phase where I’m useful once again. The only thing I wish were better were my maths skills as it relates to composure of inventiveness. I’m currently on Klonopin and I’ve been sleeping the days away breaking out of the slumber in fits of terror and ill mood–as I’m naturally prone to do due to the PTSD of decades of severe physical and other abuse. My therapist thinks my aggressors were legitimate psychos, and I tend to agree.

Anyway I’m off to do the dishes, and maybe eat something–and find something to paint for the day. Perhaps I’ll get to write instead. A simple 5,000 word day. Only a few hours work. A flip of a coin go we, right?

Have an excellent day, until I see you later on.